Wednesday, May 11, 2016

Drowned

It felt so peaceful on the beach. No one in the water, but me. The warm waters against my waist... pulling me, pushing me, smashing against me. The sand tickles my feet, so I start walking again, going deeper in the sea.

Suddenly my feet feel a large step on the sea bed and before I realize, I have gone down it already. Panic begins to set in, I find myself in neck deep waters... It was time to get back, but I see a large wave ready to crash. It engulfs me from all sides and I fall in the water. I can taste the yucky saltiness deep inside my throat suffocating me. I sometimes see the splashes of water and sometimes the sharp rays of sun pierce my eyes. I'm dying, I can feel it.

I'm drenched all over.

I wake up with a sudden jerk, my heart racing as fast as it's humanly possible with a humongous pressure on it. 

I'm drenched all over.

... in my own sweat. My table clock shows 3am.

Thursday, May 5, 2016

God Disposes

“He loves her…”, she heard her hoarse voice.
“He loves her… He loves her…”, she saw herself sobbing profusely in the mirror.
That was the last vision she had before it turned completely dark.
Her body was shaking violently. Suicide by hanging turned out to be much more excruciating than she had imagined.

And yet, “He loves her…”, was her final thought. There was no turning back.



The rope snapped.